Zim smiled and laughed a little. "Then teach me how."
"I can't really. Like you just have to figure it out." I said.
"Hey remember that favor you were going to do with me? Can we still do that?" Zim asked. "Its just a curious question, I don't want to do it with you!"
I crossed my arms. "So, I'm not good enough to have sex with?"
"NO! You are! I just didn't want it to seem awkward
" Zim looked to the side and blushed. "Your
You're the only one I've ever wanted to have sex with
I roll my eyes. "Yes its still on the table but you haven't got me to agree to it yet."
"Why not? Is Zim not good enough?" His antennas wilted as he looked away from me.
I sighed. Why am I having this conversation with him? We just got back together today! Things are moving too quickly. Geez, Zim! I know we've loved each other for a very long time but this
I get up and start to walk to the couch. I lay down and rubbed me temples.
Zim, heartbroken, got up and walked to the elevator. "I'll be in my room if you decide I'm good enough to even be with you, your majesty." Majesty was filled with hate as the Irken stepped into the elevator and went down to his room.
I sighed once more. I need to think things through. Yes I love Zim
but its been so long since we've even seen each other. Sure I was always there and Zim could feel my presence all the time but
that doesn't replace the fact that he's asking for so much. Yes, of course he's good enough, but
I have too many things to worry about to be with him
besides in the end
belongs to Satan
so its not like he could own me one-hundred percent
I start to fade into the couch and whined as I got up. I walk to the elevator and go down. I should just end this
he deserves to go to Heaven end of story. When I got to Zim's door I knock on it. "Zim
Zim threw something at it hard. "YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO FOLLOW ME! YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE TO THINK ABOUT WEATHER I'M GOOD ENOUGH TO BE WITH OR NOT! DO YOU EVEN LOVE ME?!"
I jumped back and sighed. "Open up. I need to talk to you." The door opened a minute later and I walked in and saw the Irken in the dark under his covers on the round bed. "Zim
"Are we over?" Zim asked glaring at me. "Are you going to tell me we're through? Why? Give one reason why you would never want to be with me?"
"Because my soul belongs to Satan! Do you realize that?! If I slip up I'm done! Then what will happen to you, Zim? Live here alone? Grieve for eternity? No. You need to forget about me so then you can go to where you belong." I answered.
Zim stared at me and shook his head in a 'no'. "No! I'm going to find away to get you out of that! I promise! You have to stay with me! You are my world, Dib! If I lose you then I'd rather di-
" Zim looked around awkwardly. "Hmmm
I'd rather be tortured of life!"
My eyes went teary as I lied. "I don't feel that way about you. Your nothing to me. I hate you." My heart crushed to pieces but I had to do something to get Zim to hate me. To say were over. So I could go. Leave him behind. It was for his own good.
Zim flinched at each statement. "N-No
your lying! You have to be
I turn around before I lost it and started walking.
Zim grabbed my wrist and pushed me onto the bed. He pinned me down and glared at me. He sat on my waist. "Look at you! Your lying to me! You love me!"
"Look, this is hard for me to say
and this is hard for me
but I can't be with you
I could never be yours one-hundred percent
and that's the worse thing to feel in the world
" I whispered tears falling down my cheeks. The bell around my ankle rang and I sighed. "I have to go
promise me you'll come back
" Zim said looking at me.
I nodded. "Promise." I wipe my tears as Zim got off me. I go to the floor and drew the symbol then go down to hell.
I sighed as I bow in front of the demon. "Hello, Master."
"Hello, Dib." He smirked.
"What will I do for you?" I asked.
"I want you to put on a show for me." He chuckled.
"What type a show?" I eyed him suspiciously.
His smirk couldn't get any wider as a pole came down in front of me. "Strip for me."
My eyes widened as I took in a shaky breath as I stood up and started shaking my hips and smiled as I walk around the pole and jumped on it. I licked my lips seductively and spread my legs sliding down spinning a little. I turn around and hide my back with my wings and pull off my shirt. I spread them slowly and sighed. My smile faded as I wished I was doing this for Zim. My spinning and dancing slowly stopped and I stood there my hair in my face and my wings wilted.
"Why'd you stop? You were doing so good." The devil asked.
I say nothing in response. This was going to far.
I get whipped again and I finish my dancing in complete disgust.
"Ok, I've had enough. Leave." He chuckled.
I grabbed my clothes and put them on hiding the burns and go back up to Zim's base. I was in tears as I went into Zim's room and found the alien there. "
" I was holding my arms and rubbing them a little, tears fell from my puffy eyes.
"What's wrong?" He asked getting up and coming over to me. "What did that douche bag do to you?!"
I take off my shirt and show him the burn marks on my chest and back.
" Zim whispered then clawed over them. "Did he touch you?"
I shake my head in a 'no'. More tears fell as I yelped at the pain.
"You belong to Zim. Don't ever let anyone do this too you. Take me to him." Zim hissed.
what are you going to do?" I asked.
"I'm going to teach this bastard a lesson. No one, and I mean no one, treats my mate like this." Zim growled.
I nodded and draw the pentagram with a star in the middle then Zim and I go down. Almost instantly did his wings turn grey. "Zim
if you stay here
you'll never be able to go to heaven
"I don't care." He growled. The further we went down the further they turned black.
I sighed and soon we were in the center. Fire everywhere. Screaming souls. In the middle a throne with Satan seated on it.
this is your little boyfriend, Dibby?" He asked. "I was wondering when you'd show up."
"Shut up!" Zim shouted his tiny hands becoming fists.
"Make me." He smirked his eyes closing.
Zim took out a gun and shot him. He then tackled him to the ground and pinned him down and threw him into the whirlpool of souls. "Way too easy."
I stared at him and started crying. "Zim
why would you
Zim came over to me, smiled, and kissed me. "Because I love you. So will you be my king?"
I smiled. "Of course." I kissed him deeply then leaned away. "Be with me forever and beyond?"
"Yes." Zim whispered then grabbed a fistful of my shirt and brought me closer to him. "I love you, Dib. Never forget that."
I nodded and leaned against him. "I love you too, Zim." I rocked us slowly and smiled. I hum a random tune and we danced the rest of the night. "So much."